I dreamt this morning just before sunrise (when the veil is thinnest) that I was petting lions; there was a little cub who was doing tricks, so cute. Then I was guiding a workshop….people kept coming in and the group grew larger and larger, we were outdoors and it started to drizzle so we moved inside a large mansion…. there were black jaguars and black pit bull waiting to greet us, I was not afraid and walked in with confidence and felt at home. All was a love vibration and in harmony. We settled down in a large comfortable room and more people came in to join us.
I began the workshop and some of the people in the group became talkative and disruptive. I calmly and confidently approached them and reminded them that they had hired me to guide them through this meditation….that they needed to honor the commitment to their own presence there and that of the others…that they needed to acknowledge and release their desire to distract themselves and others or they would have to leave, some did…..some were asking questions like…”what is my spirit guide’s name, what is the number I vibrate to? Again I calmly replied “I would rather teach you about who you are than razzle dazzle you with intuitive tidbits and names. I am here to teach you about connecting with your energy in such a way as that you will be able to shift your life, you will be at the helm of your life, both hands on the wheel….this gift is 200 times greater than any name I could give you now so come with me, if you will, on this journey. Then YOU can then get the names and it will mean far more when you do than my giving them to you now.” or something like that.
I awoke very excited; I had received so much information from the dream I immediately wrote it down…here are the messages I received for all of us:
You ARE On Track, Always
We all seek validation along the way….check in with yourself now and ask if there is a part of you needing reassurance that you are on the right track. Gently acknowledge that it is normal and natural to feel this way from time to time. Hear the words of the all the great Masters. “Believe and you shall be healed” Release your need to know the details and jump into the flow of Universe. Open your heart and your mind to hear what I am going to say to you…
YOU ARE IN THE RIGHT PLACE, you are on the right track, you are evolving, you are shifting, you are amazing, you have the power within you to move mountains! TRUST yourself and your path, TRUST these words and guidance and Trust Universe and its unconditional support of and love for you. Open your heart to your sacred process of becoming your true self in this human body. Let all your fears about not being in the perfect place go as well as all your judgments about the past and all your human experiences. Jesus said, “Forgive them for they know not what they do.” And so I ask you to forgive yourself for walking in the shadows and step into as much light as you can here and now.
The Path
You have a choice at all times….to move this way or that way, and to move quickly or slowly in your growth and opening. Never judge the pace or the direction. There are some of you who will feel nothing after working with Selenite, receiving Reiki or energy work; the changes will be so subtle. There are some of you who will feel completely changed. For those who feel nothing, know that something has changed within you no matter what you feel and it may be just the right amount of change that you need to keep your life in balance.
Sometimes along the way of life we grow or change quickly and it feels as though our entire life is falling apart. These times are sacred; we shall each pass through the dark night of the soul, times of rapid growth and awakening, seemingly packaged as trauma. We all lose our way for a bit but in these times we experience darkness so we may know and understand more deeply the light. And sometimes the changes are so soft, so gentle that they can only be seen when we encounter a very specific event or person and find ourselves reacting in a completely different way.
We are never alone in life. We are part of a web. We have family and friends that we are connected to and we are all moving together through this process. Even if we feel disconnected we are still connected by love, energy and entanglement. Sometimes slow and steady growth is needed and sometimes things need to fall apart for there to be growth. You will know, when you need to know, when it is time to move; there will be no stopping you and when it is time to rest, you will rest; there is no resisting it. Listen to yourself and heed the pace that your life sets for you, knowing that you are also part of a group, not just an individual. Balance is maintaining order and flow in our life and the lives of our loved ones. But again, sometimes losing balance is what is needed; sometimes we need to move away from our group if they choose to not grow with us. And it is all good for we shall always stay connected in love and the energy of growth will always be felt once that connection and bond is made.
"Reflections" by Rachel Krafton
Mirror Work
When we become crystal clear about awakening to the truth of who we really are then we will begin to truly see others as ourself; not as separate beings but as one with us. You will instantly see a reflection of yourself where once you saw an enemy. You will begin to take full responsibility for the reflections you see acknowledging that your life is a beautiful magical mirror. Using this mirror, you will have deeper understandings of others and yourself and you will begin to hear their thoughts and feelings as you hear and feel your own. You will understand more fully how we are all the same….how we all desire to be loved, heard and accepted. You will begin to hear beyond their words, you will hear expressions of love or the need for it.
You will break through the illusion of the belief in, or notion of, “out There.” You will deeply realize that there is no “out There,” that we live in a holographic world…and that it is all “in Here.” There really is no “he/she did/said this to me”….instead you will instantly acknowledge the truth; “I called forth another to do/say this to me.” We create our world and everything in it every second of every day for better or for worse, for richer or for poorer, in sickness and in health. You will realize that events in your childhood which you have blamed this or that current condition on were actually planned and created by your soul long before you entered your body. Your childhood pain was purposely created by you so that you could learn perhaps one of your greatest lessons. When we stop and take responsibility for these truths we can then begin to live intentionally on a whole new level. When we truly get that every thought, word and action is sculpting the experiences of our lives, and that we have the ability, right and power to say “Enough!” then we become the true masters of our lives.
Pure Intention ~ Deep Clarity
Intention is EVERYTHING! It is the golden compass, it is the helm, it is the vessel in and through which we navigate our lives. When we shift our intentions, we change the course of our lives. When we truly hold within us the intention of “Awakening” we then choose a path of emotional, intellectual and spiritual growth; we call forth sometimes tremendous change. Awakenings will happen on all levels. Your feelings will change, your understandings will change and your vibration will change. In your creation of an awakened life you will gravitate towards and call forth more peaceful and loving people and situations to support your desire for greater peace and love within yourself. You may have to change the soil of your life. You can not grow a magnificent garden in soil depleted of nutrients. We need soil that will support our new intention.
Integrity ~ Do Unto Others….all others
Ask yourself. “WHAT DO I WANT?”
“Do you want to Awaken? Do you want happiness? Do you want peace? Do you want love? Do you want abundance? Do you want prosperity? Do you want to live in the Universal flow and grace of life?”
I hear so many people say “I am doing all the work and intention setting and visualizations but I am still blocked!” I myself was doing the same thing. I knew I was blocked, and I knew that something within me was creating that block. When I took full responsibility for creating the block, I got clear on finding where I was out of integrity and shifted my energy so that flow was again created.
If our intention is all of the above plus awakening we must have integrity. If we intend to awaken then we must walk the talk…we must be pure in our intentions. If we don’t set intentions on awakening then we may have wonderful prosperity but inside feel miserable and unfulfilled….we may have one or more of the items on the list but we will not have it all. In order to have it all….to truly be in the flow on all levels, we must desire the same for all beings. The illusions of separation, lack, suffering and teaching others lessons through pain must be dissolved. WE ARE NOT SEPARATE FROM EACH OTHER….we must want the same for all people. There are no enemies, we are all in this together, we must all grow and evolve. If we want to awaken and create peace, love, abundance and prosperity for our self then we must want it for everyone. Otherwise we will be blocked, jammed, and out of integrity with being truly loving and peaceful.
Look in your heart. If there is someone you are judging write a list of the qualities that you don’t like in them and then, if you need to, ask someone close to you to be honest and tell you if they see these same qualities in you; or just look into yourself for the same qualities within you that you see in them, release it and let it go….see the oneness and refuse to buy into the illusion of separateness any longer.
If you are harboring resentments of another’s behavior, look into your past to see where you have done the same thing you resent them for doing, release it and let it go…again, see the oneness and refuse to participate in the illusion of separateness any longer.
If you are envious or jealous of someone, you are buying into the illusion of lack…set your intentions on having for yourself what it is that they have and create it in your own life then thank them for showing you the possibilities to move into. Celebrate and see everyone having the things you would like to have.
If you are angry at another, try placing a card with their name written on it atop a piece of selenite in a spot where you will see it often (I put mine next to my computer screen) and send them love every day. Consciously choose to shift the energy from anger to love.
If you want to be in a relationship with someone who does not feel the same….let it go. They are not the ONE. Do not buy into the illusion that they are the ONE. When you meet the right person for you, you will know it without a doubt…
there will be absolutely no confusion, no turmoil, no back and forth; your reunion with your soul mate will be instant, clear, MUTUAL and undeniable. When you get really clear on receiving the relationship of your dreams with a person that loves all of you and not settling for someone who only loves parts of you, he/she will step forth into your life. Until you feel deserving of such a beautiful love relationship, it can not materialize in your life.
May we all awaken to a life of love and peace. May we all live in the unlimited flow of abundance and grace. May we be the change we wish to see.
In Oneness, Love and Gratitude,
Nicki
I attended a very cool demonstration at Solstice Healing Arts Center in Medway this week on a healing technique to release karmic trauma in the light body. Dr. John Wyrick’s Nirodha Karma Healing method theory, as I understand it, is that the vibration of past life trauma sometimes gets stuck in our light bodies or outer soul auras and influences our lives time after time. By releasing the vibration of that trauma we free ourselves from its influences on our life and lives forever more.
A woman in the group asked how our learning soul lessons fit within the construct of this modality. John replied that he did not believe we came to learn lessons…he instead expressed a belief in our coming into lives on earth to simply experience being here. “WHOA!! So I don’t have to learn lessons?!!!” I mused. The idea lifted a whole ton of weight from my shoulders. “And the truth shall set you free.” I tried on the idea that we came to just BE and my soul took flight….WOOOOHOOOO!! I felt like I just got out of elementary school for summer, with nothin to do but enjoy the sun, forest and endless creative playtime. And its meaningless that its meaningless. It is just what is so, suchness, it all came into focus, clearly, radiantly and yummily. I saw how my dissatisfaction was tied to a core belief of our living to learn lessons. I have believed my whole life that being the child of an alcoholic parent made me a better person…that my soul called forth that experience to learn compassion and in this I saw my attachment to the idea of becoming or attaining “better” as if it were something I am not. HELLLOOOOO!!!”….if we are all radiant beings of Light and Love, each a part of the Divine Oneness of all that is, each a spark of God’s infinite grace and beauty then why oh why would we have to, how ever could we, improve upon that? It no longer made sense to me that I would have to endure suffering to learn a lesson to be better. The experiences of suffering come because our vibration calls them. If we clear the vibration then we remove the flow of suffering events. When we desire a happy, peaceful, joy filled life clearly enough to shift our vibration to be that, we can sit back and watch it all come to life!
I believe that life is a mirror of what is inside us. There is no bad guy out there controlling us, manipulating us, hurting us or bullying us. There is only a place inside us that is attached to living as a victim, that forgets who we really are and it allows us to settle for a life that we do not really want. The vibration and energy of our being calls forth the situations, relationships and things in our lives. The more we remember who we are and clear our vibrations the more our lives and being reflect that clarity and grace. When upset happens in our lives we simply need to look within us to find the cause. What am I believing in? Where am I out of integrity? I believe in love but I am in a relationship where I don’t feel loved and I am not treated lovingly. I believe in abundance and prosperity but I am working in an environment that is not supporting that. When we are in our powerful vibration of self-love, those things, situations and people no longer attract us. They no longer make any sense to us and we choose something different; and with the next invitation we effortlessly and clearly just say “no, thank you.” Lack, suffering, disharmony, tension, stress and challenges dissolve, unshrouding our truth….we are radiant, abundant, powerful, unlimited beings who have come to simply remember to just be that.
